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Aug 22, 2007
thks though.. so many ppl r quite concerned about me.. ya.. may it be gd or bad.. i've done my part.. ya.. hope he wont regret his decision lo.. and i hope de past memories wont haunt me down.. suppose to go gentin with my class mates today.. mang.. thks to de ghost festive.. my mum says no.. ARGHHHHH.. its de only time i can enjoy?!.. ARGH nvmm.. i'm like stuck at home.. nowhere to go.. wanna work u know.. i wanna workkkkk... life goes on
11:43:00 PM
sigh
Aug 14, 2007
if lettin go of someone causes tat person to be happy..tat its worth doin so.. ultimately.. its somethin tt he chose.. i've been slpin real late this few nites.. jus cant slp.. and so many things are happenin.. i really dunno wat to do.. i'm willing to jus do anythin for him.. and he can hav his own freedom if he wans.. as long as he's happy.. den i'm happy.. no point keepin him when he wans to fly.. lovin someone doesn mean u hav to hav him by ur side.. well.. if he wans to fly.. i wont stop him.. jus hope tt he can be happy next time.. i'm so tired really tired.. who knows? i wont luv again.. nt anymore.. jus so tirin.. now.. lets wait and see hw things goes. if he insist. i cant stop him too.. as long as he's happy..
8:01:00 PM
Aug 12, 2007
i really miss him..
11:46:00 PM
celebration :)
Aug 9, 2007
went to see fireworks today with him.. it was de first time we've seen fireworks alone together..definitely crowded.. howeva.. it was smth we cannot miss.. so nice cannn.. yup.. enjoyed watchin de firework together :)
9:57:00 PM
secret..
ytd went to watch "bu neng shuo de mi mi" with justin.. de show was really really nice can.........there's alot of twist.. its really a show worth watchin.. NICE can.. somemore its jay chou orh kkkkkkkk.. ya.. nice nice nice..went to find my boy boy too.. hahahaa.. he was shocked to see me.. jus when he's about to help me ask about de job.. suddenly i appear.. HAAAAA.. so beware orh k.. when u wan to say smth about me.. den we went esplanade to talk abit.. ya.. heard alot about my ex classmates.. alot of ppl changed.. some gd.. some bad.. yea.. well.. life's like tt.. hurh..
1:07:00 PM
good day.. NOT
Aug 7, 2007
ok.. holidays r comin.. and i'm nt excited about it.. there's still things to do and handle.. ya.. jus dunno y.. wheneva i'm out.. esp in sch.. i feel so slpy u know.. and when i come home.. i felt so hyper.. weird being.. ya.. and its like.. i'm jus so tired.. i really nd enough rest.. yet i dun get one..
today: -i forgot to bring some of my drawins for assessment(final marking for my results) -teacher nagged at me can.. nt tt i wan to.. -went home ok? its like a mission within a time limit.. if nt game over can. -rushed back home and i felt so tired.. i wanted to rest durin de trip.. -but when i finally want to dose off.. i nd to alight at my station next -took my stuff and ran out.. -took a cab.. time is tickin and my world is fadin away.. LOL -actually i really dun feel like goin back there. cos i'm so tired.. yaaa -all is gd all is well.. everybody passed.. yeaa.. happie.. -went to PS to shop for materials.. ended up eattin waffle at GELAREs' cafe.. 1/2 price every tues.. ^^ -went homee
10:49:00 PM
jus dun get it y
Aug 4, 2007
sometimes.. i jus dun get it.. y some ppl r so jealous about others. tt they talked smth about them.. for goodness sake.. get a life ah.. so wat if u're chosen and others r not? life still goes on ma rite? its nt like its the end of the world.. i jus sick and tired of ppl misunderstandin things.. all i jus said was "all credits goes to.." and i heard de word " hao lian".. i haven even finish my sentence can. credits goes to my frens.. they did alot for tt proj itself. ya.. does tt mean tt i'm hao lian? i dunno.. get a life can? seriously.. i might jus blow up.. i cannot tolerate such nonsense.. r u telling and hintin me tt u're jealous by sayin this remarks? if it is.. fine and thank u.. cos u're jealous over ppl's success.. well.. to me.. win or lose.. its nth though.. winnin is a bonus.. and most importantly try ur best. and i do admit tt i didnt do much.. but i didnt take de credits.. its my fren's credit.. ya... if u wan to say.. say infront of me ah.. i dun mind.. i jus dun like ppl talkin behind me.. i did nth wrong.. and u jus mistook me.. i think its unfair. ya. its like indirectly accusin me.. AND FOR GOODNESS SAKE.. ITS DE LAST THING I EVER WANT. ya..
2:24:00 AM
myself
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